Friday, December 14, 2007
Thursday, December 13, 2007
triangulated.
shake the floorboards and make the walls tremble
deconstruct before you totally destroy it
because if you take down love with you,
make it as easy and detatched as you can.
the wood is leaking and our foundation is failing.
captain, i'm sinking
captain, we're sinking
if it wasn't what we believed
then let it go down.
let it crash and sink
so suddenly.
the same as every story,
our love goes down with the ship.
the captain went under
there is nobody to save us?
there is nothing to save me
---MRS 12/13/07
I know I usually don't put my weird freaky stuff like this on this blog, but I already posted another one on the Dancing Through Sunday blog today.
---s.
deconstruct before you totally destroy it
because if you take down love with you,
make it as easy and detatched as you can.
the wood is leaking and our foundation is failing.
captain, i'm sinking
captain, we're sinking
if it wasn't what we believed
then let it go down.
let it crash and sink
so suddenly.
the same as every story,
our love goes down with the ship.
the captain went under
there is nobody to save us?
there is nothing to save me
---MRS 12/13/07
I know I usually don't put my weird freaky stuff like this on this blog, but I already posted another one on the Dancing Through Sunday blog today.
---s.
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
peel back your skin
200. My name is: Mary Rebecca
199. I was born on: February 5, 1992
198. I am a: Arab. for real.
197. My hair colors are: Brown. And Blonde. Alicia calls me a cheesecake.
196. My eyes are: Brown
195. My shoe size is: 9
194. My ring size is: 8 and a half. School rings for the win!
193. My pant size is: HEY! RUDE, MUCH--No, it's like, 10 or something.
192. My height is: 5' 3" ONE INCH TALLER
191. I am allergic to: Kiwis and chalkdust and poison ivy and boys.
190. I live in: A farm house.
189. The last book i read: The Scarlet Letter
188. My bed is: A double.
187. One thing I know for sure about the opposite sex: They're cootie-covered quite often.
186. I am glad I'm my sex because: .......................Um...
184. My best friends are: Erin, Jene, David, Brendan, Laura, Nick, JESS, Guy(he was there last time...)
181. Three things I can never resist are: 1. "That's What She Said" jokes. 2. Fibre optics. 3. Bright accessories.
179. My favorite pajamas are: Sweatpants and a cami. Still.
178. A perfect kiss is: Well, I assume it's perfect.
176. Last song that made me cry was: "Unforgettable"- Nat King Cole.
173. I could not live without: Arizona tea.
172. My most treasured possession is: Probably my haiti box and its contents.
170. What did you do last night: Woah. I was studying for exams last time I did this survey... and I studied for exams last night too.
169. The funniest quote I know is: There are so many... Let's go with "
168. The quote that sums it all up for me is: "Every day, you've gotta wake up and be yourself. Even if you suck. Especially if you suck. Because nobody else sucks like you suck." - Patrick Stump OH AND space heater
167. My skin's reaction to the sun is (tan/burn): Tan
166. I do/don't believe in love: Not really...?
142. Love at first sight?: No
141. Luck?: No
140. Fate?: No
139. God?: Yes
138. Aliens?: No
137. Heaven?: Yes
136. Hell?: Yes
135. Ghosts?: Yes
134. Horoscopes?: No
133. Soul Mates?: Maybe
-Which is Better?-
129. Hugs or Kisses: Hugs.
127. Phone or Online: The Phone.
126. Girls/Guys with/without Hats: I don't really care. If it's a neato hat, go for it.
125. Blondes or Brunettes: Brunettes
122. Short or tall girls/guys: Talllll.
120. Night or Day: Night for the win
119. Oranges or Apples: Apples
118. Short or long hair: Short. I have boy hair.
-Here's What I Think About... -
116. Abortion?: Absolutely horrible
115. Backstabbers?: Weenies. Too many of them too.
110. School?: Death?
109. America?: I am America (And So Can You)!
107. Love?: um. tricky.
106. Friends before Love?: Of course.
-last time I...-
105. Took a shower: This morn.
104. Talked on the phone: Um...Rocky called me about 30 minutes ago.
102. Hugged someone: Goodness. I don't know. Probably Tuesday or something.
101. Seen someone I haven't seen in a while: It will be boxing day. :D
91. I always ask: Why questions 100-92 are missing. :(
90. The ditziest person I know: The Sass Queen.
89. The one person who makes me laugh the most is: Laura T.
88. Which celebrity or famous person are you in love with? Milo Ventimiglia
87. Byebye 87.
83. The last movie I saw in the theater was: I don't remember. Soon to be Sweeny Todd though.
82. The thing I dont understand is: What Pete whispers 36 seconds into "Dance, Dance"
80. The most unsatisfactory answer I've ever received is?: Nvm. It's worse than the whole word.
79. The one thing I love about the opposite sex is: (Heheh last time I wrote that I loved how they were always confused. wtf?) The ones with pretty eyes are nice...I don't actually know, though.
78. This week I am: Stalking Fall Out Boy Boardies. I have lists.
76. This summer vacation I am: I don't know. It is kind of months away.
75. Something I will really miss when I leave home is: My roooom.
74. The thing that I'm looking forward to the most: Music video making. I need COSTUMES.
73. Tomorrow: I am going to Jene's house. :D she doesn't know yet.
72. Today: sleeep.
71. Next Summer: tea parties. i dont know.
70. Next Week: CHRISTMAS FOOL!!!!!
67. People call me: Scottie.
66. The person who I talk to the most on the phone is: Erin and Jené
64. The person I have been friends with the longest is: Erin and Laura T.
62. The person who knows the most about me is: Jesus. And probably David.
61. The person/people who can read me the best is/are: Oh goodness. Jene and Brendan probably.
60. The most difficult thing to do is? Use a Magic Eraser.
59. I have/have not gotten a speeding ticket? Waffle Fries
58. I have the following siblings: Conor.
57. My favorite people are: Bill Becks, Erin and Laura, Jene and David, Brendan, Nick and Jesus
56. My zodiac sign is: Aquarius
55. The first person I thought/think I was/am in love with was/is: I don't love anyone.
53. The one person I am hiding things from is: MikePatin. So...nobody.
52. The person I find myself spilling my guts to is: My blog and David.
51. Right now I am talking to: NICKLYLE
48. I have a job at: Flynn & O'Hara
47. I have these pets: Three Tibbies and a Black Smoke and White Norweigan Forest Cat.
46. I wish I was: Pretty and smart.
45. The worst sound in the world is?: Julie Winpisinger. and metal scraping.
44. The person that makes me cry the most is: I don't know.
43. shoulder to cry on is: My pillow. :D
39. My boy/girlfriend is: _______________.
34. My favorite state?: Wisconsin. :)
33. My favorite piece of clothing is: My sweatpants. all of them.
32. My favorite sport to play is: Debating.
29. What am wearing right now is: shorts and a tank top.
28. The school I go to is: Mount de Sales
27. The last person I pissed off was: I dunno.
26. My worst drinking experience was: _______________.
24. The last movie I watched was: Santa Claus conquers the martians.
22. The all-time best movie is: The Green Mile
21. The all-time best thing in the world is: Music.
19. The most annoying thing ever is: Pigs and Backstabbers.
17. I lose all respect for people who: Have no shame or self-respect.
16. The movies I have cried at are: The Fox and the Hound and Mother Goose(That was out of fear, though.)
11. The worst pain I was ever in was: When the dentist doing the filling forgot the novacain. Emotionally, though, probably a couple weeks ago. I don't feel like describing now but you may ask.
10. My favorite phrases: Hoohah. Fail. tbh. ftw. tbqh. gtfo. trick is not amused.
9. My room is full of: crap and cds.
8. My favorite celebrity is: TRICK.
7. My favorite cliche is?: Curiosity killed the cat, but satisfaction brought it back.
6. My downfall is?: I have no idea what this means.
5. My weakness is?: Kryptonite itself.
4. What turns me on is? I dunno.
3. I want this to end?: mhmm.
2. I filled out 200 questions because?: No I didn't some were missing.
1. Was it fun?: Sort of not.
199. I was born on: February 5, 1992
198. I am a: Arab. for real.
197. My hair colors are: Brown. And Blonde. Alicia calls me a cheesecake.
196. My eyes are: Brown
195. My shoe size is: 9
194. My ring size is: 8 and a half. School rings for the win!
193. My pant size is: HEY! RUDE, MUCH--No, it's like, 10 or something.
192. My height is: 5' 3" ONE INCH TALLER
191. I am allergic to: Kiwis and chalkdust and poison ivy and boys.
190. I live in: A farm house.
189. The last book i read: The Scarlet Letter
188. My bed is: A double.
187. One thing I know for sure about the opposite sex: They're cootie-covered quite often.
186. I am glad I'm my sex because: .......................Um...
184. My best friends are: Erin, Jene, David, Brendan, Laura, Nick, JESS, Guy(he was there last time...)
181. Three things I can never resist are: 1. "That's What She Said" jokes. 2. Fibre optics. 3. Bright accessories.
179. My favorite pajamas are: Sweatpants and a cami. Still.
178. A perfect kiss is: Well, I assume it's perfect.
176. Last song that made me cry was: "Unforgettable"- Nat King Cole.
173. I could not live without: Arizona tea.
172. My most treasured possession is: Probably my haiti box and its contents.
170. What did you do last night: Woah. I was studying for exams last time I did this survey... and I studied for exams last night too.
169. The funniest quote I know is: There are so many... Let's go with "
168. The quote that sums it all up for me is: "Every day, you've gotta wake up and be yourself. Even if you suck. Especially if you suck. Because nobody else sucks like you suck." - Patrick Stump OH AND space heater
167. My skin's reaction to the sun is (tan/burn): Tan
166. I do/don't believe in love: Not really...?
142. Love at first sight?: No
141. Luck?: No
140. Fate?: No
139. God?: Yes
138. Aliens?: No
137. Heaven?: Yes
136. Hell?: Yes
135. Ghosts?: Yes
134. Horoscopes?: No
133. Soul Mates?: Maybe
-Which is Better?-
129. Hugs or Kisses: Hugs.
127. Phone or Online: The Phone.
126. Girls/Guys with/without Hats: I don't really care. If it's a neato hat, go for it.
125. Blondes or Brunettes: Brunettes
122. Short or tall girls/guys: Talllll.
120. Night or Day: Night for the win
119. Oranges or Apples: Apples
118. Short or long hair: Short. I have boy hair.
-Here's What I Think About... -
116. Abortion?: Absolutely horrible
115. Backstabbers?: Weenies. Too many of them too.
110. School?: Death?
109. America?: I am America (And So Can You)!
107. Love?: um. tricky.
106. Friends before Love?: Of course.
-last time I...-
105. Took a shower: This morn.
104. Talked on the phone: Um...Rocky called me about 30 minutes ago.
102. Hugged someone: Goodness. I don't know. Probably Tuesday or something.
101. Seen someone I haven't seen in a while: It will be boxing day. :D
91. I always ask: Why questions 100-92 are missing. :(
90. The ditziest person I know: The Sass Queen.
89. The one person who makes me laugh the most is: Laura T.
88. Which celebrity or famous person are you in love with? Milo Ventimiglia
87. Byebye 87.
83. The last movie I saw in the theater was: I don't remember. Soon to be Sweeny Todd though.
82. The thing I dont understand is: What Pete whispers 36 seconds into "Dance, Dance"
80. The most unsatisfactory answer I've ever received is?: Nvm. It's worse than the whole word.
79. The one thing I love about the opposite sex is: (Heheh last time I wrote that I loved how they were always confused. wtf?) The ones with pretty eyes are nice...I don't actually know, though.
78. This week I am: Stalking Fall Out Boy Boardies. I have lists.
76. This summer vacation I am: I don't know. It is kind of months away.
75. Something I will really miss when I leave home is: My roooom.
74. The thing that I'm looking forward to the most: Music video making. I need COSTUMES.
73. Tomorrow: I am going to Jene's house. :D she doesn't know yet.
72. Today: sleeep.
71. Next Summer: tea parties. i dont know.
70. Next Week: CHRISTMAS FOOL!!!!!
67. People call me: Scottie.
66. The person who I talk to the most on the phone is: Erin and Jené
64. The person I have been friends with the longest is: Erin and Laura T.
62. The person who knows the most about me is: Jesus. And probably David.
61. The person/people who can read me the best is/are: Oh goodness. Jene and Brendan probably.
60. The most difficult thing to do is? Use a Magic Eraser.
59. I have/have not gotten a speeding ticket? Waffle Fries
58. I have the following siblings: Conor.
57. My favorite people are: Bill Becks, Erin and Laura, Jene and David, Brendan, Nick and Jesus
56. My zodiac sign is: Aquarius
55. The first person I thought/think I was/am in love with was/is: I don't love anyone.
53. The one person I am hiding things from is: MikePatin. So...nobody.
52. The person I find myself spilling my guts to is: My blog and David.
51. Right now I am talking to: NICKLYLE
48. I have a job at: Flynn & O'Hara
47. I have these pets: Three Tibbies and a Black Smoke and White Norweigan Forest Cat.
46. I wish I was: Pretty and smart.
45. The worst sound in the world is?: Julie Winpisinger. and metal scraping.
44. The person that makes me cry the most is: I don't know.
43. shoulder to cry on is: My pillow. :D
39. My boy/girlfriend is: _______________.
34. My favorite state?: Wisconsin. :)
33. My favorite piece of clothing is: My sweatpants. all of them.
32. My favorite sport to play is: Debating.
29. What am wearing right now is: shorts and a tank top.
28. The school I go to is: Mount de Sales
27. The last person I pissed off was: I dunno.
26. My worst drinking experience was: _______________.
24. The last movie I watched was: Santa Claus conquers the martians.
22. The all-time best movie is: The Green Mile
21. The all-time best thing in the world is: Music.
19. The most annoying thing ever is: Pigs and Backstabbers.
17. I lose all respect for people who: Have no shame or self-respect.
16. The movies I have cried at are: The Fox and the Hound and Mother Goose(That was out of fear, though.)
11. The worst pain I was ever in was: When the dentist doing the filling forgot the novacain. Emotionally, though, probably a couple weeks ago. I don't feel like describing now but you may ask.
10. My favorite phrases: Hoohah. Fail. tbh. ftw. tbqh. gtfo. trick is not amused.
9. My room is full of: crap and cds.
8. My favorite celebrity is: TRICK.
7. My favorite cliche is?: Curiosity killed the cat, but satisfaction brought it back.
6. My downfall is?: I have no idea what this means.
5. My weakness is?: Kryptonite itself.
4. What turns me on is? I dunno.
3. I want this to end?: mhmm.
2. I filled out 200 questions because?: No I didn't some were missing.
1. Was it fun?: Sort of not.
Monday, December 10, 2007
The least I could do was take it back
all the vicious remarks and verbal attacks
Sorry, Everyone, for being a drag lately.
It's better now though. I sort of really hope this fulfills a lot of our internal drama quota for the year. It was so confusing. I still don't know what happened.
But I never know what is going on. So it isn't so different.
Meanwhile, I feel absolutely insane. Like I am about to bounce off of a wall that's nowhere near me.
Look. I can't even put together decent sentence things.
&&I think:
Even though nothing is really totally resolved or clear at all, people are, for the most part, okay with it. Well, regarding what I am concerned with. I could really care less about other people's problems outside of my packof friends. (Pack? Why did I say Pack? Edward ftw.)
If Nick or Jene happen to read this...do you remember way way way back when, like, Freshman year, when I made that survey?
I put it on here somewhere. I want to find it. And re-do it.
ok. I found it. But it's long...so...tomorrow.
------scottie:i'm tired of being a poor cliche.
Sorry, Everyone, for being a drag lately.
It's better now though. I sort of really hope this fulfills a lot of our internal drama quota for the year. It was so confusing. I still don't know what happened.
But I never know what is going on. So it isn't so different.
Meanwhile, I feel absolutely insane. Like I am about to bounce off of a wall that's nowhere near me.
Look. I can't even put together decent sentence things.
&&I think:
Even though nothing is really totally resolved or clear at all, people are, for the most part, okay with it. Well, regarding what I am concerned with. I could really care less about other people's problems outside of my packof friends. (Pack? Why did I say Pack? Edward ftw.)
If Nick or Jene happen to read this...do you remember way way way back when, like, Freshman year, when I made that survey?
I put it on here somewhere. I want to find it. And re-do it.
ok. I found it. But it's long...so...tomorrow.
------scottie:i'm tired of being a poor cliche.
Thursday, December 06, 2007
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