Tuesday, February 05, 2008

Let's Waste Time Chasing Cars

Lorelai: No, you don't get it. I need it to be over, I need it to be over, because I can't take this anymore. Yes, I love Luke, and yes, I wanted to marry Luke, but I-I-I didn't want a life seperate from Luke and that's all he could give me. I don't want that. If I'm gonna be with Luke, I want to be with Luke and he didn't get it, and I waited, God, I waited. It's like Luke is driving a car, okay, and I just wanna be in the passenger seat, but he's locked the door and, so I have to hold onto the bumper. You know, I'm not even asking him to open the door for me, just leave it unlocked, and say come in, but no he - he didn't do that. So, I'm hanging onto the bumper, and life goes on and the car goes on and I get really badly bruised, and am hitting potholes, and it hurts, I mean it hurts. So yesterday I had to let go of the bumper, because it hurts too much - it hurts too much.
Sookie: Okay.

Monday, February 04, 2008

Wake Up, Jack, This Isn't Fair.

I think it's really strange that you can be standing right next to somebody and you can talk to them and hug them and everything but you can still miss them at the same time.

Now, I don't mean that there is something wrong or they are somehow absent, but there is just not enough time in the world to spend with them. And your mind just wants to think about how you don't have enough time with them but, at the same time, you are trying to focus on them with all of your attention so that you don't miss anything.

That's how I feel.

----scottie.