Monday, July 03, 2006

Remain lifeless, love. So stay sweetly numb.


Oh my gosh I am so freakin' bored. That's all I have to say, really. I have to work at the library from 6-8 and I know that's not a long time but it's really boring. I hate it! I hate it! I ha-a-a-ate it! I was SUPPOSED to go up to Lincoln Speedway in Pennsylvania to see my dad race with my mom and brother cause my grandpa went up early with my dad today, but now, I am the only one who wants to go. I was going to go there instead of working at the library, but no. Conor and my mother decided, just now, that I need to be bored to death instead. You know what's the worst part? Later on, they're going to want to go. I guarantee it. So I'll be working at the library and they'll come over to make sure I have my keys to the house 'cause they are going to the races. I KNOW that they will do something like that. They always do! They wait until I'm in a situation where I can't go to whatever it is, and they change their mind. It's only Conor and my Mother who do this, too. And they've done it before! On our vacation in Luray, our vacation in OC, trips to places like Guitar Center so they can buy Conor his new, $300 guitar when they refuse to take me up there even to get a strap for the $40 guitar I just have to be fine with. That's a whole different rant too. He JUST got a bass, three straps, an amp, and FOUR new cords. Yeah, one wasn't enough. He got dunlop picks, and I got the generic Bill's Music Store bunch. Ugh. I have had my crappy, cheap acoustic guitar for four years and they refuse to buy me a new guitar so I have to save up for it after I've got enough to buy my own digital camera and a new iPod. Conor, though, the "good-child" gets a $300 guitar 'cause he WANTED it. Ugh. I'm so mad. And bored.

--Scottie: Were you holding hands when my palms bled? Oh, I will be alright...just use me. The future's bright without me.

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