They Killed 'Em With Their Love

I thought I had some stability there with people. Just. Kidding.
way to prove me wrong, buddy.

So, I'm just being really rude and mean lately, and it's fun. It's natural to mock people, insult them, make them want to cry. This, my "friends", is why I'm a terrible person. And don't get me wrong. This isn't a "feel sorry for scottie" thing. It's a "get used to her" thing. You guys probably will hate me when I keep acting like this (except, like, the few who've been sticking with me) so you can go ahead and call me a twit now and get it over with. I really don't care anymore.

The people who I was complaining about knew it and they did everything they could to tell me I had it wrong. I believe them. They are the ones who are behind me now. They're my real friends, now. I just want to get that straight. Jess and Kate? I KNOW they are there for me. I don't care what you tell me against them. It doesn't matter right now 'cause I need people behind me. Like Maeve. Or Kasey. Or Katie. Or Sarah. Or Ellen. They are the people I don't really talk about, but they are the ones who don't care if I'm a cruel, mean person because they are either saying the same things or thinking the same things and it's why we get along.

Tear off your own head. It's a doll revolution.

I'm in a song-y mood, so here goes a lot of song refrences that, even if you don't know the song, you'll still get it. So read it.

I'm sick of staying paralyzed by fear of abandonment, so say hello to Mary. (Don't you dare call me that, but I'm doing the whole 'be yourself' crap i've been hearing from everyone) I don't care if it doesn't work and you run away. I'll deal with it.

It'll all catch up eventually. Well, it caught up and, honestly, it sucked. These past weeks sucked. I can't wait until the christmas break starts. But I'll never want it to end because I don't want it to go back to how it is now when we get back for mid terms.

I know you didn't mean it. But that doesn't make it better.

She said, "Why don't you just drop dead?" ((I'm not even gonna add my own words here.))

-----Scottie: Do you love your sister? Then don't say anything.