it burns me straight to the bone

-nobody will go to the picnic with me.
-none of my replacement people will go to the picnic with me.
-i have a ton of homework and will now be wasting my time at a stupid picnic all by myself.
-my fingers hurt because i keep getting random scratches at work and i don't know how or why.
-my hair looks stupid.
-i can't think of a good enough design for a hat that i am supposed to be making.
-i have to work today.
-nobody is ever online or awake or there when i try to communicate with them.
-i feel like i need to sneeze.
-i have felt like i need to sneeze for at least 12 hours now.
-my stomach is eating itself.
-the ukulele people said that they aren't shipping my uke until Wednesday.
-i wont get the uke until Friday.
-i have nothing to wear.
-i have to go to 11:00 mass with the annoying asian girl singer and the priest that i really really really can't stand.
-i am going to miss 11:11.
-nobody is going to make sure that I remember anyway.
-i have to type up stuff for Creative Writing that doesn't exist because I don't think that it should.
-i have to read Acts of the Apostles today.
-i should be doing homework right now.
-i can't because there is too much on my mind and i have to get it out somehow.
-it's not making me feel any better or less pressured.

+at least I am home alone. i usually hate that.

--Scottie: you want a war? you got a war. but who are you fighting for?