walls caved in on me

so
i am listening to caves.
because i am sad.
and it's probably the worst thing to listen to.
if you are sad.

But then, you figure, that's just going to make you feel guilty, isn't it? I don't presume that I can even begin to pretend to understand the pain of that song.

Nothing that terrible has happened to me, right?

I don't think this song is over. Because I don't think he is still that despondent. Because in the end, he knows there are keys. But he doesn't use them. I hope he doesn't feel so trapped.

I'm caught
Somewhere in between
Alive
And living a dream.
No peace
Just clicking machines
In the quiet of compazine.
The walls caved in on me.


its just so sad.

---Scottie: he fought a war to walk a gang plank.