"May I never be complete. May I never be content. May I never be perfect. Deliver me, Tyler, from being perfect and complete."
I finished some work. My mommy says I have to quit my job. This morning, I had everything done. Everything was under control and I was breathing normally. My eyes were clear and my mascara was on my eyelashes. I guess "At the time, my life just seemed too complete, and maybe we have to break everything to make something better out of ourselves."
"Nothing was solved when the fight was over, but nothing mattered."
I don't like the yearbook editors. Don't tell them that i said that.
I think that they are selfish, rude, and condescending.
I feel like an idiot during meetings when Mrs. James asks me special questions because I'm not saying anything. But I mean, I don't want to interrupt and incur the wrath of Lo or Melissa.
"It's only after you've lost everything," Tyler says, "that you're free to do anything."
I started Peter's hat. Peter. Right. Peter doesn't read my blog so that doesn't matter.
I don't know what to do for homecoming. I supposed I'll just go with Sarah See.
My dress is so cute though.
I want to take someone and take pictures and have fun.
And I want them to not forget to come like Evan did until we called him.
I'd like that.
A stress-free dance.
Well, stress-free aside from the fact that I need to go out and buy shoes and a necklace and stuff to make my dress wearble. NYAAA.
i am purchasing knee-high converse and some high tops. i dont know which colors to get.
i am bored. i am exhausted. i am going to sleep early if i can.
nylons. i have nylons.
---Scottie: I just don't want to die without a few scars.
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When you woke up this morning everything you had was
gone. By half past ten your head was going ding-dong.
Ringing like a bell from your head down to your toes,
like a voice telling you there was something you should
know. Last night you were flying but today you're so low
- ain't it times like these that make you wonder if
you'll ever know the meaning of things as they appear to
the others; wives, mothers, fathers, sisters and
brothers. Don't you wish you didn't function, wish you
didn't think beyond the next paycheck and the next little
drink' Well you do so make up your mind to go on, 'cos
when you woke up this morning everything you had was gone.
ohai.
You should get Black knee-highs and Red high-tops.
aaaaannnddddd you should bringgg....... eeerrrrr uuuhhhh William Beckett. I'm sure he wouldn't forget you.
bring nick lyle!
...or somebody who's not a jerk.
My ears are burning.
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